My old blog was called Jalan Jalan Cari Makan...yes, yes, i am quite an eater! eat to live, live to eat....that's my motto, go girl! haha
ok ok, to those who are new to my blog, welcome and hope you enjoy some normal day to day stories (these are specially flown from Singapore, you know)
Anyway, cheer up and dont forget -- Life is full of surprises!
Friday, Aug 19, 2006
Happy Birthday to myself
I always get sentimental on this day....remembering how old i am this year, what i went through in my life, who were there for me when i needed themmost, what will become of me every year after this day....so many questions yet no one to answer...
It has been always a big deal in my family to celebrate birthdays, not party-drinking-druken kind of thing but you know..birthday cards,phone calls or going out for dinner, the whole family.
My form 5 birthday was the best! Just finished my SPM...my parents decided to help me organise a BBQ..small makan-makan la.... (they went out after preparing all the things for me...so sweet!) we really had fun, we didn't care much that the food was not enough (my mum makes yummy ayam golek ok!!) we didn't care we made awful lot of noise, as long as we were enjoying ourselves, happy!
And the gifts! hahahah, i still remember receiving my first langerie, ivory white..oooo, so silky soft! i still remember my freinds saying " it's time la you own one of this thing...." :) this thing indeed!
But the most valuable part was the memory of that day...those faces, those smiles, the laughter....still clear in my mind, my heart....
Would i be able to have a party like that in future? nah, i guess not.... it all seem too adult to re-live what i had before, but who knows...someone out there might just listen to my plea..please please pretty please!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Lonely
i really don't know what happened,even till this very day
He just left without saying goodbye....
x x x x x x x x
We met at a local bus station, just a few minutes walk from Princeton. I was waiting for my boyfriend, he was waiting for his girl.We smiled.
*clears throat* "Hi, N" he knew my name.
"Hi" i blushed.
"See you tomorrow? Same time, same place?"
*gasp* "ermm....Ok!" did i sound eager? Oh well, what the heck!
Few months later, we were an item. Brian, my ex, was flabbergasted; his ex, Sheena was speechless!
"Life is always full of surprises" he said, and i agreed. So wonderfully perfect! I was happy, elated that i've finally found someone who really cares, accepts me for who i am without trying to change me, and appreciates me as a woman.
2 months went by, we were holding hands while walking to school
5 months went by, we were stuck like glue
9 months went by, we were planning our engagement
10 months went by, we fought on who gets to choose the colour theme for our wedding
12 months went by, we were man and wife
15 months went by, we had Jamie, a sweet and healty baby girl, who adores me and worships him
Life was really full of surprises..
..........................................................
18 months went by, Jamie left us.....
19 months went by, he left me...... without a trace
"Why? Why me?" I asked Him
"Why?" I questioned myself
I cried and watch my tears dry.....i'm all alone again...
My life is just an empty space right now ..
"Lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody, i'm on my own....."
Monday, August 15, 2005
Earrings Bracelets Belts Scarfs Sandals
Can't stop buying them! helppppppppp!whenever i go out, i'll come back home with either one of 'um. Accessories freak - that's what my friends call me. It's such a waste of money, i tell myself but what can i do..have a soft spot for them. They are like the light of my life: can't live without them. I feel different whenever i'm around them, without them i'm lost.....my life feels so dark and colourless... seriously! :)Why girls have to be so 'ma fan'?
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Eat to Live, Live to Eat
Family is coming down to KL for a visit but don't know where to bring them for food! i know, i know...since my blog is Jalan Jalan Cari Makan, so everyone assumes i know all about food, right?Well, i like to try different types of food..anything, as long as it's "makanable" la!but got a problem in looking for one *sigh* Ok, back to topic. Can anyone suggest places to eat?Chinese/Malay/Indian/Lain-lain food is fine with me. As long as its nice and reasonable. Any idea? :)
Friday, August 05, 2005
should i or should i not
Thought of changing my handphone.Currently using ASUS flip phone. Had it for a year now but its key pad is driving me crazy!!!! difficult for me to sms and i can't replace it as it's built-in metal...ASUS is cute but i still think it's better to stick with the more familiar brands like Nokia, Motorola, Samsung, Ericsson...... trust me!Don't know why developed a suddent interest in Nokia 6600 (http://www.nokia.com.my/nokia/0,,50422,00.html) Although it's a bit bulky and much more bigger than my ASUS but i like it. Pricing at RM 920++*sigh* what do you think?
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Disappointments
Disappointment, is when you cannot afford to own that cute little Barbie Doll that is sitting on the shelf
Disappointment, is when you cannot buy your daughter one....
Disappointment, is when your father cannot attend your graduation day
Disappointment, is when you are not around to attend one....
Disappointment, is when your friend doesn't understand you
Disappointment, is when they don't try to....
Disappointment, is when your colleague gets a lecture from the boss
Disappointment, is when you are not there to give them a hug....
Disappointment, is when your husband leaves you for another girl
Disappointment, is when they didn't even bother to tell you....
Disappointment, is when your wife is too busy going out for social events
Disappointment, is when you don't attempt to join her and give her moral support....
Disappointment, is when your partner doesn't treasure you when you are around
Disappointment, is when they walk out from your life ....
Disappointment, is when he doesn't even realise your flushed face when you're with him
Disappointment, is when you didn't try to tell him how much he means to you....
Disappointment, is when she is not independant
Disappointment, is when he is not responsible....
Disappointment, is when he says: We can't be together anymore
Disappointment, is when she replies: I think so too........
Monday, August 01, 2005
oZZy oRaNgE
My Vision, My Vehicle, Malaysian Vision
28/04/2005 - first intro from my uni mate. Intended to get Kenari actually, but he told me Perodua was to produce a new car soon, something the Japanese is using, called "Boon".
01/05/2005 - he showed me the picture...cool! decided to get one. No one knows about it yet as the official launching was supposed to be end of May.
05/05/2005 -- 20/05/2005 - was undecided. asked around for opinion : some said don't buy Perodua car, some said don't buy Proton car....buy Honda! but not enough money la friend *sigh*
23/05/2005 - He told me if i don't pay the booking fee now, then i might only get the car end of the year!! shit! better pay fast. so RM 1,000.00 gone *sob *sob!
26 or 27 /05/2005 - can't remember which date, My Vi was launched. Went to see the car with a bunch of friends. It was better than i expected, much more spacious than Kelisa, bigger than Picanto but the butt a bit ugly la....Colour wise, there's Lime Green (crowd's favourite), Metallic Silver, Metallic Gold, Black (cool like mafia), Mocca Silver ( looks a bit gloomy), Red (too red la) and of course, my Ozzy Orange! I like the colour so much, brightens up my day when i see it. My friends gave the thumbs up!!!!! He said to choose 3 colours for backup, just in case the first choise is not available. I was adamant to get Orange, but...you know, anything can happen. so i chose Ozzy, Mocca Silver and Black.
02/06/2005 - he said i was already in the first batch of registration. ok, fine..hopefully can get it by end of June or early July..
10/06/2005 - called him : no.....not yet arrived
15/06/2005 - again called him : nop...no news whatsoever.....
17/06/2005 - waited anxiously
24/06/2005 - ello!!! where is my car????
28/06/2005 - finally, first batch of the car arrived but NO OZZY ORANGE!!!!! grrrrrrr! Oh man!
01/07/2005 - next shipment will only be coming mid July....oh ok... :(
16/07/2005 - paid the 10% deposit - RM 3,900 ( minus the booking fee). I took the 1.3, manual premium, the one with ABS and 2 airbags - Safety-concious me ;)
28/07/2005 - called him a dozen time, didn't pick up!!! oh my god! did he run away with my money?? wanted to cry but come to think of it, i have the receipts with me and as far as i know, he is not that kind of a person.... hmm...at least give him the benefit of the doubt la!
29/07/2005 - called his office, found out that he was outstation for a course... phewww!! managed to talk to another guy, and guess what..... my ozzy orange is NOT HERE YET!!!!!
29/07/2005 night -- 01/08/2005 morning - was feeling sad and depressed. saw soo many My Vi on the road and one of them is not mine *sob *sob *sob *sigh
01/08/2005 - called him again and he said he will try his best to do whatever he can...said that Perodua didn't send them my Ozzy. He also mentioned about the My Vi demand was so high that Perodua decided to concentrate on mass production and less concentration on its colour scheme. hmm....now does that mean i'm not going to get my OZZY ORANGE?????????
02/08/2005 - OZZY ORANGE OZZY ORANGE OZZY ORANGE OZZY ORANGE OZZY ORANGE OZZZZ ZZZZZ..Good night OZZY..Hope to see you soon
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Go Get'um Girls
Girl Power!
Finally, finished our project in Singapore. Thumbs up for the 8 long days of hard work in Delphi room, a.k.a. Ice Tank . That room is so damn cold, and we survived!
"no now go, walk out the door....i will survive...yeah yeah!"
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
"Nang thong terng, Nang ta yon"
that's what you get if you ate too full. A direct translation meaning: after your stomach is strenched(ate too full, of course..), then your eyelids would eventually be half closed - SleepyIt has been a trend lately to quote this after a hearty meal, more or less after every meal, in our case. This to show how much we stuff our faces everyday!oh, btw, it's a translation from Thai language. Wanna learn Thai? :)
Eat to live, live to Eat
Monday, July 25, 2005
10 little indian friends....
It's so important to have friends around you, no matter what mood you are in....sad, happy, frustrated, excited, pissed off, hungry.....Sometimes life gets soo bz, couldn't even say 'hi', couldn't even call, but that doesn't mean you are forgotten! So guys and gals, lets meet up for mamak tonite at 8, Little India......
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